Angry

Some series of nasty incidents happened in my peaceful life recently.

I know I look exotic. Especially with this really long black hair, tan skin complexion, slim, and south-east Asian look. I look inviting because of this smile and these big eyes that look at you.

But really? Did I smile to you? Did I really look at you? Did I really tell you to come close to me?

It's almost 40C outside. Can't I wear this kind of clothes like your local girls do? What makes me look different from them? Do you ONLY expect me to wear long sleeve clothes and put on scarf around my head so that I look more like a respectable Asian lady?

I know people here are not so exposed to other types of Asian 'chics'. Especially those with brains. Those who go to university. Those who get employed because of her higher skill levels. Those who have a boyfriend for the sake of being together, but not for money.

I know I can't change the attitudes of people. Because this is just a little town. Because this is what they know. Because of these ladies they are exposed to.

But in everyone's heart, you know that every single individual is different!

All I ever ask is respect me. And please leave me alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!